Sign holders at stadiums and on street
corners, tracts handed out door to door, conversations and conflicts in our
churches; all cause me a bit of dis-ease. Each reducing Christianity to a set
of rules, a code of ethics, and a three-point prayer that will swing wide the
gates of heaven; only for the few.
And somehow it makes me uncomfortable. In fact, it feels to me as if
there is an anger and a coercion behind the proclamation. If you don’t do
this…you won’t get that….and in fact you’ll get something worse. Eternal
damnation…if you don’t believe exactly what I say. Did God really leave it in
our hands to believe exactly the right thing; when He knows how we humans have
been getting it wrong from the beginning?
I think of my daughter when she was
about two. She always wanted to be near me when I was cooking. I’d open the
stove, and there she was. I’d be stirring something over a burner and she
wanted me to hold her. Every time...wanting to reach out and touch the hot
surface or the flame. Until, one day, she saw me burn my finger, “ouch!” She
witnessed me cry out and shake my hand, and pull away. After that, when we were
near the oven or the stove top, she would gesture toward it and say, “owie” and
pull away. The way she saw me react to the burn, she re-enacted. She followed.
For me, this is a helpful epiphany found
in our chapter’s discussion on the dichotomy of Hellenistic and Hebraic
worldviews. I’ve not thought about it before, that Hellenism would direct us
toward a Christian Ideology; a system of ideas or ideals. And yet, authors, Frost
and Hirsh invite us to consider that no person, much less, no Messiah can be
reduced to an idea…or an ideal. And rather than someone to believe…as we would
an idea. Jesus is someone to follow.
Additionally, the point of faith changes
when not trying to labor over right-thinking; where the goal seems to be, that
if we could just get the right read on scripture we’d find the fast track to
holiness. Rather, if the point is, as Kierkegaard encourages, to “let the text
read us,” then it is only in following Jesus’ way with us that holiness can be
found.
This too, is uncomfortable. Because, I cannot control what Jesus might read in me. And I cannot control where He might lead me…or how He might lead me to change…or to do something I don’t want to do. He might even call me to love and have grace with those sign holders at stadiums and on the corner. He might bid me to welcome the tract distributors. And He might even push me into the center of those church chats to be present as He is present.
This too, is uncomfortable. Because, I cannot control what Jesus might read in me. And I cannot control where He might lead me…or how He might lead me to change…or to do something I don’t want to do. He might even call me to love and have grace with those sign holders at stadiums and on the corner. He might bid me to welcome the tract distributors. And He might even push me into the center of those church chats to be present as He is present.
What does the Word find when it reads
you (and me)?
How do we uncover our own preconceived
ideas of who God is and how He responds in the world?
Rev Lynn Munson is the Senior Pastor at Yorba Linda UMC.
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